I’ve been thinking recently of my future more often than i normally would and i’m analysing various aspects in which i could and at times, should change. I’m thinking of my dreams and aspirations and how i should obtain them, and even why i should. I am very invested in my life and my thoughts. I am reading both fiction and news articles, writing in various different genres to try and improve my skills, and more often than not, staring into the far horizon trying to grasp meaning to the things in which i do. I feel as if i have hit a point in my life in which i am searching for meaning for my existence and it is consuming me. Not in a bad way however, rather it has opened my perspective into pursuing new and invigorating thoughts rather than settling for common paths of thinking.
This post isn’t just a bundle of mismatched and random thoughts but rather i wanted readers to understand that it is okay to be unsure of who you are and what you are doing. It is never too late to stop and reconsider aspects of your life and desire change. What i do believe is wrong though is acknowledging your desire for change but doing nothing about it, settling for the life in which you are living due to fear or other factors. We have one life, and as easy as it is to say that, it is true. We are not immortal so please i implore you, live a life that makes you happy and you shall not regret it.
If you are to take one thing away from this post it is that it is okay to feel different and to desire change, and please pursue the wants you have with every fibre of your soul.
“to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone.”